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Wednesday, Mar. 16, 2005

yat is a bad girl. sighs. feeling guilty and bad now. save me, anyone? =(

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Tuesday, Mar. 15, 2005

weeee! finally it's holidays. haf been waiting for holidays for so long. but sadly, i hafta go school today. DAMN.

reach home at around 11 last night. then i go eat my supper first and then bathe and bring my dearie bobo go downstairs. met dear and he keep saying my bobo is fat! !@!&*#%@(*$ bobo fat also not her fault ma =x hahas. then sit down there talk talk. then my bobo keep hiu lan him. lol. then after that sat at the bench there talk talk. then saw my daddy riding his bike.. turning into the carpark AGAIN. so faster say bye bye and went up. hahas. ^^

woke up at 7+ today. freaking early. supposed to meet my dear at 8am but he was late =\ chicken de =x hahas. then went for breakfast at hougang plaza. then sit down there talk talk until 9.30 then go take bus go school. then saw maryanne at the bus stop. u all noe one la.. MARYANNE so big mouth. sure talk alot one -.- then make until we so paiseh~ hahas. then after that nvm. we board the bus.. then maryanne sit infront of us. then after that KOOLILI board the bus. -.- then both of them were sitting infront of us. BLAHS~ hahas. then after that he send me to school then he go his frens house ler.

then went for ss lessons. damn. got hw. and lotsa worksheets to read. blahs~ den after that go compass makan. then after that go triangle see the hang on hp thingee. WAH LAO. $1 only can. @!#$^&*($#!!@%&^* cheapo sia.

then after that go outside mrt station there sit. then talk to maryanne. then after tat go back school for amaths lessons. amaths was boring. alicia and huili kenna scolding. mr tan say dun come tml. then i dun feel like going tml also. hahas. so i dun think i will go. ^^

then after amaths go compass do hw with maryanne. then she say clementi arcade 1 hr 2 bucks then got rf.. para.. ddr and percussion freak! i wanna go!! (: hehs.

talked to maryanne alot today. but soon will run out of topics to say one la. hahahas.

lalalalalalas. probably meeting my dear tonite and tml. (: then friday he's watching WINNE THE POOH with me. hahaha. =x then after that i ask him teach me play pool! then i noe liao can play with alicia they all. ^^

to maryanne: ai ren shi tong ku de. bei ai shi xing fu de. =p

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Sunday, Mar. 13, 2005

finally did finish the blog! spent dunno how many donkey years on it. bo0s. think i spent few months on it man. cox i was thinking of what to do. until like yesterday then i got the mood to sit down and do it. the codes are giving me headache! and i stole codes from some pple. oops =x.

aniwaes, i lost the links.. so kindly tag me with your links so i can link you? thankies. got rid of the doodle board which is so useless. changed to this. TAG MORE! (:

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my wallet is getting thinner and thinner. damn. bought that ADIDAS bag on thursday and i went home with like so little money. BLAHS.

watched boogeyman that day. YAWNS. don't watch it man. even tho it's gan jiong.. but quite sian also.. cox most of the time i dunno what they showing! and those bloody assholes from my sch are so irritating. they think they are on roller coaster or what and after those gan jiong part they still shouting. GRRRRRRR. aniways. ke lian lao die ar. cox i keep grabbing and squeezing her hands. lol. =x

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i realised something. KAH FAI'S EFFICIENCY IS DAMN LOW. hahas. he said he want a freaks outing and i ask him organise. organise until now i think he ask bee only. -.- lol. now i noe tat my efficiency is quite high la. lol. =XXX oopsy.

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i've got a deaR! lol. he's so nice to bully. muahahahas. (: he wants me to feature him here so i feature him here. JEFFREY NEO PIG HEADJIA HAO. [he dowan me put the pig head there lehs =S] muahahhas. lalalalalalas. and he gave me this:
hehs. (:

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damn. in debt now. i owe my neighbour money. and she can easily hang a pig head on my door cox she's my neighbour. oops. i'm being lame. hahahahas. lalalalalas. sorry neighbour if i say something that hurt u or insulted u. i din[dun?] mean it. i was joking. u shud noe that i'm NEVER serious when talking to u. right? ^^

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i've got a new nickname! YAT AND THE BEANSTALK. all thanks to SOH MEILI and my EX. sheesh. the soh meili la. she was eating curry chicken noodle then she say.. "eee. got cabbage" then she take out the BEANSPROUT. then i say.. it's beansprout la. but they say i say beanstalk. did i?i can't remember. was sms-ing mah. then dun reallie noe what i talking. and then they call me yat and the beanstalk! freak. =x

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i wanna watch winne the pooh movie! but there are pple out there saying i'm childish and dowan watch with me. SIGHS. but i watch the movie i only wan see eeyore. EEYORE IS SO CUTE. hahas. damn it la. i dun think i'm normal today. (:

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time for me to start studying! have been slacking for so long. sighs. i wanna score less than 15 for L1R5 de okie. ^^

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hungry. CIAOS! (:

((o8o3o5))

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Monday, Mar. 07, 2005

boos. it's been a long time since i update my blog. bet u all miss me alot right =x shall update on thursday.

thursday. went to career fair at suntec. woah. it's like kinda stupid for us to go there cox all the courses there are for like pple who completed their a levels? and hello? we haven even do our o's? and so we end up walking and walking and taking all the freebies and the brochures which i ended up throwing away -.- then end up go buy auntie anne and eat. hohohos. went back to school then go home ler.

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went to esplanade on friday. watched the hitler thingee. it was BORING. it's a one man show and i dun understand what the hell that ang mor is talking. then finally there's a break before the anthology or whatever starts. so me, limin, peggie and hazel went to city link to buy things eat and ended up we were late. and we were not allowed to go in -.- so we went walk walk agains! hahas. (:

after that went compass then bought a m1 top up card. cox my sms not enuff. buy a card just to sms. hahas. stupid eh? but whatever lahs.

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saturday went to work. finally i got to touch the cashier! hahas. sounds more senior eh? =p aniwaes. i cut my hand =( broke the glass while washing the cups and then cut my hand. blahs. feel so stupid =\

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supposed to eat breakfast one but woke up too late. so never go. then after that go si ma lu there. then my mama go pray. i go makan. then after tat go simlim buy my mp3 player. (: blue colour muvo slim. yays. ^^ hahas.

then went bugis village walk walk. bought a skirt for 10 bucks only. HOHOHOS.

then went suntec. wanted to buy one adidas bag. then ask my sis de fren help me buy. but no more stock =( then must wait lor. =(((

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to neighbour: yes, i'm not very happy with u this few days. cox of what u said the other time. u said u wanted to run for the class and i said i wan be the reserve. and u said u can run meh. it's super insulting can. as if u can run fast? arghs.

whatever nonsense. going off now. ciaos*

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Wednesday, Mar. 02, 2005

no. we are not lame! but sotong says we are lame. okie. shall tell you what happen.

we were so BORED during bio today cox mr chan's princess came into this wonderful world, so he's not here. so i was asking for entertainment. then they say they wanna act. so we got a role for ourselves.
me - the tree
yanlin - the bird on the tree
cehui - the grass beside the tree
meiting - the dog sleeping under the tree
fiona - the bird's shit.

then later on limin join us. she's the rotten apple on the tree. then were saying.. the rotten apple on the tree drop on the sleeping dog. then the sleeping dog pee under the tree to fertilize the tree and the grass and then the bird shit.. the shit fertilize the grass.

so. we are not lame rite. ^^

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suntec tomolo and esplanade on friday! (:

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no mood to study. screw common test.

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STOP ASSOCIATING ME WITH HER. IT'S AN INSULT.

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hear me sing please. my voice is so nice now. (:

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Monday, Feb. 28, 2005

haven been updating for bout 2 days? continue from friday bahs.

went compass after cca with alicia, teresa and eunice. they were eating kfc but i cannot eat cox at that time i was having sore throat. so looked at them eat only. =( mux an wei zi ji.. **after my sore throat then i can eat until i shuang ** =x went home after that.

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saturday.. went to work. wahhahas. no business sia. sit down there beat mosquito. wan beat mosquito oso no mosquito beat ar. lol. then ar. whole afternoon only got 1 take away and 1 table 2 pple only. omg. super pathetic man. then the rest of the time i was slacking down there. then at night i burn my fingers. fcuk de lehs. the soup spill out and mind you, the soup is BOILING. it's cooked now. who wanna bite. grr. then red red lor. quite pain. !@#$%^&*

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sunday. woke up early to go eat breakfast. went back bendemeer and eat the shitified fishball noodles. it's just noodles, spring onions and fishballs. that's pathetic okie. blahs. then after that went home awhile, slack slack, iron my school uniform and realised that i dun haf much time left [choy, i'm not dying.] then i faster go bathe. supposed to meet weesiong[weixiong? whatever] at 1pm and end up i was still in hougang at like 12.50? then i still dilly dally go take bus change to train. =x and i think i look wierd la. everyone kept looking at me as tho i'm from some other planets. -.-

then go suntec walk walk.. then i went into almost every toy shop to see see. =X lol. then after that went bugis walk walk. bought tongue stud. it's transparent and there's glitter. nice nice ^^ then after that slack around.. went home at 7+

hahahas. i went out with him make someone so jealous sia =p

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school was boring as usual. went to school and my mood was not that good. i dunno why. then recess time i got super duper angry okie. i'm too angry to type it out here. !@#$%^&*(

then my mood got better. pe was killer man. damn. got jelly legs after doing the full squats. did 45 in total. omg. hahas.

after school went to yiochukang wib SOHMEILI. i'm so nice to actually go wib her okie. haha. and she hafta buy me 5 icecream cones [from mac -.-] and a box of rocher for me. (: lol.

and was talking to her on the bus. she's so entertaining. and i'm so amazed [she said i'm amused la] by her UH HEMS. lol. and i was laffing and laffing. and then her fingers kiap by the window one ar. i also laff until almost peng man. lol.

then waited for everything to end then take cab home. lazy walk mah. then share cab with them. ^^ but they hafta walk i dun need. hohohos. =x lalalalalas.

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was talking to my mother side cousin on msn jux now and it's quite cute. they dun call each other by name one. they call each other ah something ah something one. got one ah yu, ah hao, ah boon, ah ting and i'm ah ling. so long nobody call me ah ling liao except for my grandma and grandpa uncles and aunties. ^^

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blahs. what the hell am i thinking of now. i'm not the usual me. 4 pple noe my secrets. blahs. but nobody noe the NAME of the character(s) la. ^^

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off f0r dinner. ciaos~

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Friday, Feb. 25, 2005

yawns* in school now. having cca. but it's boring as usual. and i'm like risking my life surfing the web. it seems like almost all the webs are banned. so even tho got computer i also cannot do anything much. sighs.

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my headache is killing me. last night woke up around 3am and got headache.. my whole body aches and i got difficulty going back to sleep.

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nothing much to say ler. gonna close this web if not kenna scolding. ^^

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Wednesday, Feb. 23, 2005

hiaks. i think i'm pissing my friends off. hahas. hmm. take yesterday for example. i was super sleepy and my friend called me. his gf wants to break with him and he was so so so sad. then he wrote a letter to his gurlfren and he was reading to me. then i was very sleepy and then i did nth but down there "uh uh uh". like that still nvm.
he: you think like that can pass or not?
me: [i wasn't listening to him reading the letter at all!] erh.. ok lahh. shud be can la.
he: you know when she tell me she no more feelings for me i very sad.. then whole night never sleep
me: huh? then u wun feel sleepy meh?

oops. i think he was expecting me to ask him dun sad and stuffs la. then i ask him he not sleepy meh. hahahaha. -.- then like after that his voice like sian sian one.. "ok lah.. later then i call you ok" and he never call already. hohohos. =x and yesterday i was super duper sleepy and i just say something without thinking.. i told him.. "next time you cry dun call me hor. i dunno what to say" and i think he quite angry la. cox he tell me his problems then i like that say. haha. but that's the truth mah. i dunno how to console pple de. so not my fault eh?

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sheesh. stupid entertainer today mia. make me so sian. GRRRRR. think he also angry wib me. cox i say something wrong also. oops. =x

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I WANT MP3 PLAYER!

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Tuesday, Feb. 22, 2005

yawns. save me. my eyes are closing man. super sleepy. but still hafta study for my chinese and bio test. fcuk! hais. common test coming up next week. sighs.

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went to amanda's place today. her mum is so young! and her house is very neat and nice compared to my pig's sty -.- hahas. aniwae, her mum ordered pizza for us. =D then we played blackjack. at first won quite alot one but then start to lose ler. -.- blahs. anyway din lose much la. lose less than 1 buck. =D

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the pizza made me so full and i skipped dinner. actually today got curry fish head de but i never eat cox i too full ler. then eat durian ice kachang. made me more full manx.

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wish me luck for mY tests! (:

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Monday, Feb. 21, 2005

after much consideration, i've decided not to quit the job. i've got so many things to buy and in march i got to pay for my o levels. yes. i dun think my mum will have extra money for my fees. and my wishlist is getting longer and longer. i want a mp3 player! but i have to buy it myself. unless my mum strikes 4D and toto, provided she strike a few thousand and not a few hundred. so from now on i have to save money for my mp3 player and my hp. (:

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supposed to do my homework just now but i fell asleep as usual. damn. i got ss essay qn to do later. sighs. sick of sch lahs.

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i dreamt that i was sms-ing him just now! hahahas. =X but it was just a dream la hor?

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imma super guaister. from the beginning of the year till now i NEVER sleep in class okie. and i never kenna kick of of class[alicia and huili always kenna =x] and i got bring my books[boobs?] to school. hahahas. =x okie la. enuff of craps. off to do my homework. time to buck up. bio test coming up. fcuk. =x -cia0s`

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Sunday, Feb. 20, 2005

the weather is so hot.

so pek chek.

my legs are aching.

super tired.

yawns.

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Thursday, Feb. 17, 2005

LOL.

I'M STILL 45KG!

congratulate me manx. hahas. haf been eating alot this week and last week. BUT I'M STILL 45KG. WEEEEEEEEE.

so pple out there stop complaining i'm fat okie. i got heavy bones! (:

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yat is lonely.
yat is sad.
yat is frenless.
nobody cares.

=(

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Wednesday, Feb. 16, 2005

PMS-ing! =\

i miss you alot.

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Tuesday, Feb. 15, 2005

woots. i got so much things to update. shall start from yesterday.

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VALENTINE'S DAY. FUCK. i hate that. everyone got date, lotsa nice nice pressies and stead when i got nothing. sheesh. then my mood was kinda bad and then i started sms-ing some rubbish to jeff neo. and i think he can't stand my nonsense anymore so he decided not to reply. haha. but who cares. anyway, i really went out of my mind okie. BOOS.

was really hungry before recess but i dunno why i dun feel like eating anything during recess. i'm wierd. yes i noe. hehs. and i hugged cheryl's pooh the other way round, with the butt facing me. i dunno whyee i always hug soft toys [esp those with butts] tat way. that's what i'm doing to my eeyore now. ^^ poor eeyore.

my mood got better after recess. pe was killer man. almost kenna killed by miss sek. she got us to do all sorts of excercises and now i got aches [aids?] all around. damn it.

wanted to go bugis to buy pressies for the peeps but i kenna dua-ed. FCUK! so angry and pissed off and started to slam almost everything i see. then the stupid internet makes me more frustrated okie. keep dc-ing. and the transfer rate was like 300+ BYTES per second? imagine if i were to dl maple setup which is like 170mb. i will take a few days man. but i'm sure that before i can even reach 10% i will dc. haha.

so went to simlim to look for modem. my dad suggested. but when i go there most of the shops were closed. and he said they scared pple rob them so mux faster close shop -.- not lame at all what, hor?

went to cuppage starhub centre but it was closed. wasted my time so we faster go ps de starhub shop buy. and den the person says i need the subscriber's ic. damn it lor. make me go all the way to ps and then like tat say. then sua lor. go home.

wasted my valentine's day just like that. sigh. no choice. no valentine mah. sad sad. who wanna date me for nxt year's valentine? i'm sure i will be free that day. lol.

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woke up with ACHES. sheesh. then went to kitchen for breakfast and found xiao li [lizard] in the packet of bread. then nv eat breakfast then go sch ler. but my mum went downstairs to buy kueh for me. so not so bad la.

stupid total defence day. made me starve like hell ok. and for the whole day i was eating sweets and chocolates cox i'm too hungry. @!$%$ &$&^#!!#

after sch went compass to meet my mama. and then went starhub shop to buy the modem. but there nv sell cox it's a distributor. how stupid can i get. -.- then i went to eat yoshinoya. and then went to ps to buy it.

and the guy working at ps starhub shop looks like ben! haha. but not ben yeo la. ish my fren. but dun think anyone noes who is ben. so no point saying out here. but blahs, he wrote the date on the warranty card 15/02/03. i saw as 03 so i ask him is it 3 or 5. then he told me "actually is 5 la.. jux dun haf the stroke down." and that makes a big difference ya noe?

then walk walk with mama. then daddy called. i tot he was going to send us home but was wrong. -.- so he asked me whether sony ericsson's 700i nice or not. then i say samsung e800c was nice. [anw it's 398 only!] then he ask me slowly wait. then i went to hp shop and see. 1 is k700i and another is s700i. and one of them is beebee's phone! obviously he wasn't asking me bout bee's fone la. it's tmd ex okie. but i noe he's not going to buy for me la.

then bring my mum go eat wang jiao's bread. [yes, she seldom go shopping centres so i hafta bring her around.] wanted to eat but was so full after eating the stupid yoshi. so yea, nv eat. damn. she treat then i nv eat. -.- hahas. aniways. when going home time we went into samsung shop. showed her the e800c. she looks interested ya noe. and then asked me to ask my dad whether he wanna change hp plan not. THAT'S GREAT. but i will only do that when he's mood is better cox the TEOS always do things according to mood. ^^

and finally i've got my modem. but heart ache la. 99 bucks jux gone like tat. SIGHS.

ok, off to bathe. i noe i stink ^^

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Saturday, Feb. 12, 2005

fcuk the world.

stop finding excuses to scold me. stop telling me how hard ur life is. stop all your bloody nonsense. fuck u.

the only thing i said was "i wanna change hp" and then she start all her nonsense. damn u la.

arghs.

so what. u think only u need to work? others dun need?

blame urself for marrying such a useless man. who doesn't bring money back home. stop blaming me for spending ur money ok. as if i spend EVERY cent of ur salary.

stfu!

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Wednesday, Feb. 09, 2005

HAPPY NEW YEAR! WEEEEE~

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I wonder, why is it that i am super duper hyperactive when out with the freaks when all of them are tired and i still very energetic. but when i am out with ^some pple^ i am super duper sians. feel like sleeping all the time. wierd me. hahas.

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Do you know that when i see that message from you i'm super happy even th0 i noe you are just kidding? sighs.

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Woke up today and the first thing i did was went to the kitchen and shake hands with my mama, and told her happy new year -.- haha. stupid me. =p

went ah ma house. we were the FIRST to reach there. haha. then watched best bet. still very funny even tho i watched before ler. ^^

then the relatives start to come. then haf lunch. ah ma house too many pple. then seperate into 3 tables and eat. WOAH. hahas. ^^ then see all my 1-year-see-one-time cousins.

then we have a crapping session. those unmarried ones were sitting around a table and were talking craps. the youngest is 16 this yr [me and another guy] and the oldest is 30+.. my uncle! haha.

then me and my mama and sis went home first. my sis went home to bathe and off we went to woodlands.

took the stupid cab there. the cab driver dun really noe that place and his driving skills sucks. make me so giddy and feel like puking -.-

then went to last time my nanny's daughter house. she gimme ang pao. weeee! then crapping there. then watch bai fen bai gan jue. then 6+ went off ler.

then went to marina. jux walk walk. nothing much to do one. so sians. then go hougang mall eat. ^^

this year's ang pao not bad. now i got 88 bucks. but i spent 8 bucks ler. then tomolo also haf. but very little cox very little come my house. nvm. at least better than last yr. cox this yr got 6 bucks de ang pao last yr all 4 bucks de. then i got 2 10 bucks de ang pao. 2 12 bucks. 1 18 bucks. ^^

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off to bathe. ^^ (:

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Tuesday, Feb. 08, 2005

chinese new year eve!

din go to school this morning cox i don't see the point going to school for 1 hour concert and 1 hr lantern making.

woke up at 9. then slowly go bathe. then slowly go back bendemeer. then lazy go take 147 so i went to take cab instead. hahas. then reach there too early.. so i went up to my last time de neighbouR house sit sit. then she gimme ang pa0 10 bucks man. wooots! (: then i finaly g0t my ph0to shop cd. (:

then talked to mr santh0s and mr le0ng. then took pix wib mr leong! hahahas. craps sia. but hu cares. ^^ i miss pri sch so much ar. then they moving to new site soon. gonna miss my dearie classroom so much. hahaha.

then we went ps. stupid kf. i wan watch i do i do he dowan. !@#$%^&*( keep insisting on constatine. i sure fall asleep one ma. hahas. then in the end nv watch. then we took pix. click here to see the pix. (:

and then we were at y0shi then we ask the staff to help us take pix. then ar. she take the camera wrong way. like tat still nvm. her hand shaking and shaking.. then ar.. turn out the piX very bluRr. cann0t see face clearly. lol

then we nearly faint mans. then like tat nvm. we ask the manager take. the manager's skills not bad. but then one thing ar. i nearly laff until peng lor.
me: er. excuse me
him: yes?
me: can u help us take a picture?
him: pardonS?
me: can u take a picture of us?
him: no probS

hahas. his eng super good sia =X then we were laffing there. so mean hors? hahas. [oops. kenna influenceds bys thes managers lers. =x]

then we slacked around then go home. tired but fun. love the freaks! (:

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Saturday, Feb. 05, 2005

that's you. you think you rule the world, you want things get done your way. sadly, in life, you are not so lucky to get everything done in your way. i'm telling you. i'm not giving what you want, ok?

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finally i bought my purple top. ridiculous man. i walked the whole of orchard [not really whole la] i walked far east, heeren, cine, basement area or wisma, ps and i only got 1 purple top. -.- what's wrong man? maybe i'm just too choosy bah. >.<

and i just found out another koo lili's wear point. ^^

huili was saying she was VERY hungry. and i am not really that hungry. she wanna eat, so we went yoshi. she bought the small salmon bowl with miso soup, i bought the value combo meal or whatever you call it. cox i can't decide between chicken or salmon so i bought the long plate one with both chicken and salmon and miso soup. and then huili can't finish when i finish all. erms. i'm eating more than her when she's more hungry?

damn. still got homework for both maths. hate maths now. but i'm not going to drop a.maths. i'm going to score A1 and show my parents i can make it. -DREAMS-.

gonna go prepare for work liao. working full shift today. -yawns-

-l0ves! (:

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Thursday, Feb. 03, 2005

sighs.* was talking to effie on msn. and told her how i feel. she's the only one who noes bout how i feel. i only tell her. sighs.

what are friends actually? and actually i'm very jealous of those who have a bestie. it's been such a long time since i have a bestie. why? maybe i'm so irritating and nobody wans to be my bestie?

i hate those pple who claims he/she love u as a fren. and wrote testimonials saying i love u blah blah blah. in actual fact they cannot be counted as a fren. they do nothing to show that they are my fren.

take tues as an example bah. i went dentist and then it was time for dismissal. someone who sit beside me doesn't even bother to help me take my bag or what. only sotong help me take. u see la. wad is this? i'm just sad u noe. i'm like a nobody to you.

and i'm quite jealous of effie. i read her blog. and then everytime she will haf frens by her side. when i nid a fren who is here? all run until dunno where. BOOS. i hate that ok.

and what am i doing now? hanging out with pple i dun really noe. hafta pretend that i'm really happy with them when they dun really noe me. what is this? i'm bluffing myself. i'm trying to bring a smile to school everyday. i hate school. i just wan to run away. but where can i run to? =S

anyway i'm contradicting myself. no one knows me. no one knows what i am. no one knows what i want. i'm just a nobody in this world. someone that nobody bothers to take a second look or even talk to.

i hate this.

maybe what some pple said is true. i shudn't write nasty things bout her. at least i have some company now. but what's the point of having someone to company you when both of you dislike each other?

i dun wan the freaks to fall apart. i dun wan us to lose contact and drift apart, like the xiangjiaos. i wan to keep in contact. is this possible? can't we haf just one outing with everyone present and take a nice picture? why is it that each time we go out this person cannot make it that person cannot make it. is it really cannot make it or finding excuses?

who are my true friends? i dun seem to haf any true friends. everyone is wearing a mask. including me. what's happening?

maybe u all dislike me now because i've changed. i know i've changed. but it just happen like tat. i can't do anything much. i dunno what can i do.

please tell me if u really care bout me. so that i wun feel so miserable. at least let me know who cares. or as i said, maybe no one bothers to read. meaning nobody cares? what crap and i talking again. i dunno what i'm talking.

maybe i'm just a clown. talking and entertaining pple.

out of my mind.

whatever. i dun wanna think so much anymore.

******

homework, tests. i dun feel like doing anything.

STOP THAT FUCKING MUSIC. for the past few days, the old man next door haf been playing hokkien songs and chinese oldies. i'm sick of it. when i come home, it's already on. and the music only goes off only like 11pm. damn. and it's getting louder and louder each there. i feel like splashing red paint or what on his door. GRRR.

i wanna run away

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Tuesday, Feb. 01, 2005

yawns. i dunno y but i'm just not in the mood to do anything. just feel like sitting down there and dream. dream bout what, i dunno. boos.

finally i noe how to make a star using straw. i noe i'm slow but at least i go okie.

and i felt stupid. i light a candle.. and was down there bbq-ing my marshmallow. -.- hahas. but it's quite nice okie even tho got abit chao tar. lol.

super sians. nth to type ler. -gones-

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Monday, Jan. 31, 2005

wo0ts. i went shopping yesterday! but only buy one mayday cd. somemore ish bugis village de. 7 bucks only. hohohos. =X din really see anything i like except for the adidas bag. (:

suddenly become so famous sia. so many pple date me. lol. no la. only 3. my sis, wei xiong, ben. but my sis ask me first so i went out wib her.

went suntec first. then walk around. din see anything i like. then went to adidas to find her friend. and i totally love that bag man.i wan it! then was asking pple in class to kup money and buy it for my xmas pressie. 1 person 3 bucks. find 20 pple can ler. (: still trying hard to find. so far only my neighbour willing. THANX NEIGHBOUR! (:

then my sis went body shop. cox she got b.o? hahas. dunno la. then she buy things until 100 bucks. but she got 50% off la. she's rich yea?

then went to bugis. walked the whole bugis village. nv see anything i like. so went home ^^

aniways. i burn jay chou cd ler. hohohos. something to strike away on my wish list. but gonna add somemore. ^^

nice shoes eh?

sadly, i can't find the bag in adidas web. boos.

gonna read books now. i went library just now okie! (:

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Sunday, Jan. 30, 2005

weeeees!

i got my pay! hohohos. my sis noe i got pay and demanded dinner. probably going suntec tomolo cox she wans to go body shop. hahas. then i was telling her.. "huhs. body shop sounds like got b.o. de pple go one lehs" i dunno y i say that buy i jux feel tat way. no offence ar. then she told me she wanna buy mask. then i ask her izzit the green colour one. what i meant was the movie "the mask" tat green face guy. and she was like "huh. how u noe it's green" -.- we are on different channels u noe. so communication breakdown. hahas.

back to the topic. i got my pay. and i discovered something which made me feel super angry. this girl, A, who went there to work at the most 1 month longer than me. and this girl, Z, who went there like half a year later than me. and A and Z got their pay.. 6 bucks per hour and poor me got only 5 bucks. wad nonsense and crap is this. then i told my mama. then she say.. "aiya.. got 2 more pple oso 5 bucks per hour ma.. it's ok la." but the problem is.. the 2 who get 5 bucks per hour.. 1 is an auntie, L, who always go toilet and doing nothing. another one is M, a china girl. so the boss daughter always say M and L are stupid. so is she trying to say i am stupid also? so i get 5 bucks like them? and the worse thing is.. Z is from china. trying to say i'm worse than a china girl?! sheesh.

neh mind. someday when i dun wanna work ler i gonna ask my boss y i get 5 and they get 6. see what's his reason. i think i noe y. cox u see. if i get 6, my mum also gets 6.. it's kinda wierd. so meaning if i get 6.. my mum hafta get 7 or 8 rite. and he's like so selfish and niao one. he wun gif lor. nvm. i curse he wun ever strike 4D and hopes his restaurant no business. bleahs.

i'm so tired. shall update abit more on yesterday.

i went compass after cca yesterday. walked around. bought my ball. ^^ and i felt like eating marshmallow. so i din go home.. i went hougang mall jux to buy mini toons mashmallow -.- sounds stupid. aniwaes. i went to find aaron and slack slack abit. and then this aunty was so cute. i was in my sch u.. sitting dere. aaron was sitting there also. and the aunty was like "eh xiao jie.. this one how much" erms. i'm in sch u i can't possibly be working eh? -.- hahas.

then after tat when i going off time he ask me pei him go smoke. then huili called. then i was talking on the fone.. he saw the turtle car. [wu gui che] then he kok my head. -.- childish sia. =X pain okie.

then i went home.. bathe.. makan.. then go down find huili. she was at my house downstairs ma. then go hougang green. for nothing. geez. aiai. u shud be honoured + gan dong ok. =x hohohos. then after tat go hougang mall walk walk. then 10 like tat reach home. then very tired.

wah lao. my 2 cousins so cheater bug de okie. they got married last year.. so this year new year they going oversea. !@#$%^&* wah lao. new year 2nd day my house v pathetic liao lor.. only got 1 aunt.. 2 uncle.. 5 cousins.. 3 cousin de ger. and my family -.- then now left 1 aunt 2 uncle 2 cousins and my family. no haf the new year atmosphere at all de lor.

then my ah ma house worse. always watch vcd only. 2 yrs ago watch qian nu you hun. last year watch pao ba hai zi. this year dunno watch wad. i guess ish kung fu hustle. haha. cox my uncle LOVES to buy pirated vcd. ^^

and i suddenly love almond cookie alot now. which kind soul can buy for me? (:

geez. it's 12.28am now. gonna sleep ler. nites pple. (:

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Friday, Jan. 28, 2005

yawns. in school now having cca. congratulate me! i'm attending cca. HOHOHOS. (:

i got so many things to do man. one whole big stack one homework. damn. think the teachers are trying to kill us.

tomolo gonna work full shift somemore. hopefully i can get my pay and then go shopping agains (:

and something sad happened. was eating crackers ytd and bite my tongue stud ball. and there's a hole there. so uncomfortable.. !@#$%^&* gonna buy another black ball later.

gonna borrow jay chou concert vcd later from koo lili. but she tell me monday then lend me -.-

school com is real FAST. can fall asleep jux by surfing the net. YAWNS.

1 m0re hour to go. but think i will freeze soon. i'm sitting under the aircon. so freaking cold. hohohos.

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Thursday, Jan. 27, 2005

woots. wanted to do a new template today but i can't find pictures. so yea, wait till i find some nice picture then i do it. hahas. ^^

bio qualifying test today. sucks. think i gonna fail it bahs. nv study much. wrote rubbish. sighs ):

aniwaes. saw some beautiful butterfly tattoos jux now. damn. feel like getting one also. hahas. but i promised my sis ler.. cannot put. so jux see see la. hahas.

then the rest not nice liao. hahas. hmms. gonna do some hw and then off to sleep. hahas. haven been sleeping enuff these few days. maybe i shall sleep at 8pm tonite! (:

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Tuesday, Jan. 25, 2005

yawns* super tired. jux came back not long ago from j8. went out with my neighbour and bio + ss partner! hohohos.

took pix. but i`m lazy to scan it. someday when i boliao then i will scan it ^^

yay. finally bought a ball for my tongue stud. ^^ weeees! now i feel like buying jay chou's live concert vcd. anyone who has it and can lend me to burn? (: and i feel like getting the billabong skirt @ 77th street. hohohos. but it's too ex. maybe i can jux forget bout the skirt and change a new phone instead. but mux depend on my dad la. see his mood. the teos are like tat. do things according to mood (:

bored + hungry! and shit it i haven finish studying my bio. god bless me man. maybe if later free go hougang mall dee siao aaron. (: but most prob i will be very lazy to go la. ^^

any more public holidays? i wanna slack at home. i dun wanna go sch. sch is tiring. and i'm super sleepy in every lesson. ( o o )

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Monday, Jan. 24, 2005

Time for some geography pple! 

How are volcanoes formed?
Volcanoes form when hot material from below
rises and leaks into the crust. The hot material, called magma, rising from lower ground,
gathers in a reservoir called the magma chamber. Eventually, but not always, the magma
erupts onto the surface and forms lava. Strong earthquakes accompany rising
lava, and the volcano may swell just before an eruption. Some
eruptions only contain lava and hot gas. 

It is somehow similar to a person. Someone makes you angry and you feel hot
[hot material], your anger level rises, you show it on your face a
little [leak]. The anger [hot material], gathers and becomes more and
more. Your face show the anger and unhappiness and buay-songness
[erupts on the surface] and forms black face [lava]. Whatever the someone
do something you don't like [strong earthquakes], your anger
[lava] increases, and you have a super black face [swell]. When
you cannot take it, you will tend to quarrel [eruption]. When you quarrel
[erupt], you have anger [lava] and HOT GAS.

Some people know what happen la.. but some pple
just dun understand what is happening. or maybe they just can't be bothered bout
how i feel and stuffs. i dunno why i got so angry with them but
i'm reallie going to explode ok. fine if they doesn't like me and i
absolutely dislike them now. esp their freaking attitude - they
think they rule da world. OH WOW. -.-

i don't understand how can i survive one year
plus with THAT person okie. her voice is irritating. she laughs at the
slightest things which is NOT funny at all. she LOVES to ask stupid
questions. she keeps showing attitude. she insist she's clever
and pretty. i just don't like her attitude. she's the kind who
have new friends and dumps the old one. she doesn't care bout other's
feelings. she just say what she like. and if u don't care bout her feelings
and say what u like, she will be giving u LOTSA attitude. she wanna go
shopping but she keep complaining she's tired. then what for go shopping?

this morning quite good mood one. then reach
school.. then saw HER sitting down there happily talking. and doesn't
want to go locker. fine. so i went. and hello? i took one big stack of
books down okie. from forth floor somemore. u noe how heavy it is? 4
physics text book, 3 chinese textbooks, 2 emaths book, 1 chinese shou ce. if
take the 3 chinese books, 2 emaths and shou ce i dun mind. but 4 physics book.
so damn heavy lor. wah lao. also dunno how to zi dong say wan go locker
or what. from the beginning of school i've been going locker to help them take
books in the morning when there's no lessons on the 4th floor for first period
okie. haf they done anything? NO. they don't even bother to help me put
books. doesn't mean they pay for the locker and i have to help them carry books
rite. $7.50 is for the space to put books and service is not included okie. and
if i dun take for them? they will say i selfish and whatever nonsense they can
think of. what's the point lor.

and recess when they que up for food first and
i que for other stalls.. and when i buy food already they almost finish the
food. can't the just sit down there and wait for me finish the food? they
can just walk away happily like that talking and talking non stop. wtf.
treat me as what? dog that follow u all? wad nonsense is this?

sick of all these nonsense lor. be frens be
until like tat. what's the point? i noe i'm irritating at times but u all can
tell me what. it's not as if i will be super duper unhappy and kill you all. can
just say wad. or maybe u all are jux can't be bothered.

thanx neighbour for talking to me today.
thanx yanling for doing pe with me. thanx cheryl for eating with
me during recess today. thanx cehui & clique for talking to me
also (:

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Sunday, Jan. 23, 2005

lalalalalalas! finally went shopping after sucha long time.. bought a top and a skirt. but my mum says look like chicken wear de. !@#$%^&*$%^# nvm. i like can ler. hohohos.

got my fone fixed. and then ytd i went to this shop and ask how much can i sell my fone for.. and they say 130 bucks. 130 bucks for a lousy fone! hohoho. i wanna sell it then can get the samsung phone! ^^

wah lao.. now boliao until watch kiddy shows. -.- hungry hungry! hohohos

gonna study my bio and abit of chem later ^^

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Tuesday, Jan. 18, 2005

it's been quite a few days since i update my blog. shall update a quick entry..

congratulate me! i managed to survive 1 day without hp. erm. actually is 1 hour more to 1 day la.. but i still managed to survive. (:

was thinking shud i buy E800C. but it's $398 at m1 shop lehs.. hmms. money drop from the sky PLS! hohohos.

and i dunno y i got 4 mosquito bites on my body. irritating. grrr. and i got 2 blue black since dunno when.. >.<

bio test postponed agains! from tues to thurs to next thurs. yay. more time to study. I WANNA GET 65 MARKS AND ABOVE! (:

okie la.. shall go do my homework now.. got chinese compo.. ss.. and chemistry to do. fcuk. so many things to do. ciao`

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Saturday, Jan. 15, 2005

hohohos. it's sucha miracle i wake up so early today. lol. woke up at around 8.30 if i'm not wrong.. to study my bio! lols. so guai hor? =x

yesterday's outing was kinda fun. (: first we went to kranji reservoir park. nth much there. go there to see the istana or wadever opposite kranji - johore. abit stupid eh? haha. then after that went to some i dunno call what place and was down there looking at mudskipper. -.- then we were standing on this piece of platform cox the ground is those muddy muddy and super duper dirty kind.. and stupid alicia and maryanne push me. nearly fall okie. !@#%&^$@@&*^$# if i nearly fall i sure make them dirty also =x

then went kranji war memorial.. look at tombstones. nth much actually.. then after that went to bukit timah there. then the tourguide was saying.. those hu wanna get down the bus to take pix of the dunno what can do so.. then we all lazy so we nv go down.

then went for lunch at chinatown. wah lao. the food sucks okie. so horrible. think my mama can cook better ar. =x lol. but at least we all take the 2nd floor and we got the air con.. the other class dun haf. hohohos.

then went to the hindu temple.. nth much to see anyway. then tourguide talk bout hinduism.

then went chinatown heritage centre.. look at singapore in the past.. actually it's quite fun u noe.. but too bad the tourguide keep talking and talking only. =x

after that we went kampong glam.. the mosque. then hear her talk.. then went arab street. nth much to buy one leh. then they say we haf about an hour break.. so me, maryanne and maybelle go outside to eat prawn mee. haha. then the rest in arab street eating those not filling de food. hohohos.

then went little india. they did henna but i nv do. cox look quite ugly. esp sotong's butterfly.. look so kiddo =x haha. end up she remove it. hahas. waste money. =xx

then went back to school ler.. even tho we nv do anything much.. but still tiring okies =x hahas.

lalalalalas. now i super hungry. waiting for my mama to come home wib my breakfast la.

and ar. my font.. i dunno why is it bold.. and my archives page can only haf up to 5 entries. help anyone?

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Thursday, Jan. 13, 2005

weeeee! today is quite an enjoyable day i shud say.. (:

woke up at 6 today to bathe and then change and put on make up. and off i go to school in office wear! sadly i din manage to take pix of my full body. aniwaes, i wore this beige colour button blouse and black colour skirt [huili's] and the heels i jux bought on tuesday and brought my sis's guess handbag and off to school.

then reach school ler see everyone sho pretty. hahas. most of them were in black. and alicia look chio today. hahas (: then yumin look so cute. hahas.

went to hall fer the talk. they taught us how to sit properly, stand properly, walk properly; the handshakes and body languages; and colours that suits you and dining manners.

after those talks in hall, off we went to hougang plaza jack's place. first, we have garlic bread. and now i noe, the correct way of eating is to break it into small pieces and eat it. and then we haf the appetizer. it's prawns and crabstix with some veggie and dunno wad sauce. and then the main course - half a spring chicken with potato. eat until so full okie. and the chicken is roasted. make me feel more bloated. sheesh. then we haf the dessert.. which is not reallie that nice and after that we haf tea/coffee.

after the meal, we hafta go back school to mark attendence and we are dismissed from there. -.- wah lao. when i can jux walk home from there >.< boOs.

went compass after that. bought a tongue stud again. haha =x the orange one i wear like less than 1 week then now i bought new one agains. this time is black with abit white.

then went john little and metro to look at cosmetics. maybe we really grow up ler. hahas (: then went to spray some true star on my blouse and i smell reallie nice okie. shall save up and get one from lucky plaza! (: hahas

i tot my mama will be cooking tonight and hu noes she went to takeaway and then she bought my share. -.- so damn full ler still eat. but as u all noe, i'm a pig. hahas. so i ate it. but din finish it. and now i am.. so bloated! damn. =x and so she make me a cup of tea. if i'm not wrong it's green tea. it taste awful man =x hahas.

tomolo is the heritage tour. hmms. gonna be a nonsensical day for us. haha. and i'm loving 4grace more and more! hahas.

off to study for my bio test already. god, let me pass bio! (:

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Wednesday, Jan. 12, 2005

sheesh. i'm super tired. damn. being garang guni is not easy okie. took nap in the afternoon.. 4 hrs nap.. and now i feel sleepy agains. boos.

gotta study bio soon. i dun haf much time left! sheesh.

-loves! (:

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Tuesday, Jan. 11, 2005

weeee! added more items to wishlist (: take a look and if u haf any extra cash i dun mind if u buy it for me. haha *dreams*

will add in more pix to the pix conveyor belt soon when i scanned the neo prints that i took yesterday. i love that machine man. hahas. it will be perfect if there's more time to choose the pix and to decorate the pix. I WANNA MOVE IT HOME! (:

gonna study for bio test later. it's next tues! omg. pple, pray for me okie. pray that i get 65 and above. i dun wanna drop bio!!

off to bathe now. tata. (:

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Tuesday, Jan. 11, 2005

i just don't understand how some people can be so IRRESPONSIBLE. ok. you borrow someone's things. when the person wants it back.. u return to that person yea? but there's some people - you know who, can be so freaking irresponsible that when the person wants his/her things back, she ask someone else to bring it to somewhere and ask you to go somewhere to take it. wtf. since he/she borrow it, it makes sense for the person to return u at somewhere and some time convienient for you rite. but i don't know if THAT person has common sense or not. she borrowed my stuffs, said she will come back today to return to me. but end up asking her friend to pass it to me at DHOBY GHAUT. come on. u think i'm so free to go over to DHOBY GHAUT? saying she got lesson. RUBBISH. can go chiong at night and miss morning lesson.. y not miss lesson and return MY stuffs to me. say she not free. holidays 1 month plus she dun even bother to bring it back.. only bothers to bring her stuffs over and not my stuffs back.

so what if she has studied until university? 12 years of education did not teach her something call RESPONSIBILITY.

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Monday, Jan. 03, 2005

boos. here i am online again. wanted to help my sis do the chivas thingee but end up i come here and slack. arghs.

anyway. school sucks. arghs. woke up at 6.30 today and was FREEZING. dilly dally and then went to the kitchen to haf my breakfast. finally having proper breakfast after 2 months. actually it's not really tat proper.. only had a piece of bread and a cup or cereal. but at least i'm eating sth decent at a decent time yea? better than my brunch i'm having almost everyday during the holidays. (: ah wells. then daddy send me to school. went up to the hall. saw lotsa sec ones and their belts were freaking high. lol. =x oops. forgot i was like tat 3 years ago. anw. so happy to see my frens again! (:

talk and talk non stop until mrs chan say the prayer. and i hafta tie my damned hair. it looks so kukufied okie. small tail behind and then lotsa hair infront. too short. cannot tie. >.< boos. aniwaes. as usual, we said the prayer and sang the national anthem [ahs. i'm not one of the "we" =x] and then sat down to listen to mrs chan talk bout WOMAN OF INTEGRITY.

4th year i'm listening to her talking bout that. kinda sian. so end up we all [me; huili; maryanne; alicia] were talking and talking and eating chocolates! hahahas. (: and finally mrs chan stop talking.. miss chow talked. GRR. talked bout cca. listen to some of it only. and then finally it's 10.20. went back to homeroom awhile and then miss lim says wanna see the 4 of us -.-

she saw us passing alicia's bag. [the chocolates were in her bag] and we were talking and talking. how suay. and after tat went for recess. missed the malay stall food (: and then went up to the gym for some talk.

and !@#$%^&*(. it's so unfair okie. the sec 1s-3s are going for camps! and we dun haf. wah lao. means last yr sec 1 batch can haf 3 camps in their sec sch life. but we only got one! and ar. this year sec 3 going malaysia camp lor. then us leh? PULAU UBIN. tat's sad okie ): boos. aniwaes. when the 3 levels are out for camp.. we are in sch. here's the programme:

12th Jan o5, wednesday - CIP.
and we are gonna be freaking garang guni! boo!going to ponggol there to collect newspapers and stuffs. GRR. how sad okie. and tml going to gif out flyers. I DOWAN TO GO. hais.
cox miss lim divide the class into 3 groups. then my reg number is behind. so group with suzanne.. silpa they all. then tml gif flyers. mux be in groups wad. then suzanne, the leader, put me in her group. and her group ar.. got stefanie.. syah.. su.. silpa and ME! wtf. later sure kenna pangseh one lor. sighs. >.< but bo bian hafta go.

13th jan o5 - Personal Grooming and Deportment.
Most of the workshop will be conducted in school. However, the Table Manners Module will be held during lunch at a restaurant. The students will return to school to complete the module.
and we hafta wear office wear to sch! arghs. then i dun haf.. hafta dig my sis's. and MUST wear skirt. haha. wonder wad yumin and amanda wear. =x lol. anw. it's freaking long okie. 8am to 4pm >.<

14th jan o5, friday - Battlefield and Heritage Tour
a. North-western Battlefield Tour - Krangji Reservoir Park, Kranji War Memorial, Lim Chu Kang and Bukit Timah Battle Sites.
b. Lunch at Chinatown
c. Chinatown Heritage Centre
d. Kampong Glam - Sultan Mosque
e. Arab Street
f. Arab School along Jalan Sultan
g. Little India
sounds like those places we went during pri sch ehs? and it's from 8am to 5.30pm. omg. die of heatstroke ar. =x hahas. but all these excursions will end up some nonsense or wad de la. hahas (:

and i'm sick now. suffering from flu, cough and sore throat. ahhhhhhhhh. siao liao la. =x still eat kfc fer lunch today cox they wanna eat kfc. hahahs. =x then ar. stupid alicia gimme choco for xmas pressie.. then i cannot eat.. end up my mama eat. >.< wth! hahahas.

super tired ar. so long nv wake up so early ler. shall sleep early tonite. (: hahas.

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PIX!
Monday, Jan. 03, 2005

PICTURES! taken on thurs, 30th dec 2004. may load very slow. not my fault =x

bee eating potato chips at blk 44 bus stop

the pot for the soup..

bee zi lian. hahas ::waiting f0r them t0 take the fo0d::

meijun jun jun jun jun + shiying. still waitingg.

meijun + bee + me. i look retarded =x

finally.. that's BEFORE.

meijun

hohohos. finishing up

bee zi lian agains

i love this. (: but i love the other kind more. hahas

kah fai!

after.. hahas. saw those shells on the table? i eat one. (:

the pot of soup..

beethoven! (:

sidethoven! hahas

bee + kf. the twist at the side is someone else's hand. hahas.

at the train station..

waiting for train..

agains.

in the train..

at dh0by ghaut stati0n. waiting fer train

agains! (:

hohoho. nice pix ehs? *bhb* lol. okies. off to watch tv. -gones-

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HAPPY 2oo5!
Saturday, Jan. 01, 2005

wee! i did a new template last nite. when i finish d0ing.. i'm super duper tired. then n0 time t0 bl0g. aniwae, thanx n0rman f0r sending me da c0des! (:

it's 2oo5 already! 2oo4 reflecti0n:-
[o1]i haven been studying much. super duper slack. end up my results kns.
[o2]think my attitude getting fr0m bad t0 w0rse. always quarrel wib mama and papa. then n0w 0n bad terms wib papa ):
[o3]have been spending LOTSA m0ney. and end up s0 po0r. ):
[o4]my weight is g0ing up and up. sighs. eating n0n-st0p. BOOS.
[o5]t0ld my parents s0 many lies. i`m n0t a g0od gurl.
[o6]hide s0 many things fr0m pple. arghs.
[o7]always d0ing things i shud n0t be d0ing. grrrr.
[o8]always p0n cca. BOOS.
[o9]spend SO much time 0nline. end up nv d0 hw.
[1o]always s